I sit here... thinking of getting tea... pondering if it's wise to have tea knowing I just brushed my teeth... is there meaning to sipping a cup of hot tea filled with sugar to keep my eyes open as I stare into the empty soul of the internet void... that black pit filled with all manner of nastiness... among them this very post...
the stars tell me to drink tea...
the dice tell me to drink tea...
your mom tells me to drink tea...
and yet... I fear to give in to Fate... as it is an evil mistress...
on the other hand... mischief is right next to angst when it comes to my personality traits...
ah, my personality traits... how I love watching them fight in a battle royale in my mindscape...
I end up having a lot of fun thoughts that way...
alas, lately I was too busy calling insurance, repair garage and car rental to get into the appropriate mindset to do anything else... my essay isn't going so well either...
maybe I finish the draft tomorrow... or maybe I won't...
I still find it hard to relax... I can't seem to get into the mindset of just letting time go by... it all has to be on schedule and according to a plan that I myself can't keep up with because my expectations towards myself are inhuman...
yes... I better get some of that tea...
